Just a quick post. So, I’ve been trying my “potato diet” on and off, in part inspired by Ray Cronise and Penn Jilette, and also by Spud Fit, the guy in Australia who ate nothing but potatoes for a year. However, I’m not strictly following the diet. I’m off on the weekends, and I eat Read more about Experimenting with plant-based dieting?[…]
Going to try to keep this quick.
For those who know me in real life, I’m overweight. Since graduating college, I’ve been as high as around 320-330, and as low as 182 (thanks to watching what I ate somewhat and doing excessive amounts of Dance Dance Revolution and In The Groove). My weight settled around 220 lbs in Japan (which is noticeably overweight there), and around 260-270 here (which is noticeably overweight anywhere).
Anyway, I’ve been struggling to lose weight again, especially since I don’t have the freedom to do 3-5 2+ hour Dance Dance Revolution workouts a week like I used to. However, my weight has continued to creep up. I was around 260 at the beginning of this year, and was almost 268 until about a week ago.
As of this morning, I was 259.4. The second lowest weight I’ve clocked this year.
I’ve been looking into cold-related exercises recently. Part of this has been due to reading diet or diet-related books, such as Penn Jilette’s Presto or Tim Ferriss’s 4 Hour Body, where they talk about using cold showers or cold/ice baths for weight loss purposes. (For those who haven’t read anything about this, in short, it is related to the development of “brown adipose tissue” (brown fat) which is supposed to help burn more calories. (Yes, I may be horribly misquoting things, but this is my recollection.)
Along with this, through watching videos on London Real, I’ve been exposed to Wim Hof, “The Iceman”. I’ve also seen the VICE documentary about Wim, which got me genuinely quite interested in him and his method.
The basic method is explained in freely available documents online, however there is also a 10 week course on the method that is sold on wimhofmethod.com. Since it’s on a Christmas sale and I had extra money on a company gift card, I decided to give it a try.
It happened again tonight.
The instinctive shaking of my head, as my mind tries to wake my body up, trying to awake from a nightmare that unfortunately is only too real, trying to reject the logical conclusion it is faced with.
I am going to die.
However, dying does not particularly scare me per se.
I am going to cease to exist. From my perspective… There won’t be anything to perceive. I won’t even be aware of the fact. There’ll be nothing left of me to perceive the finality of my death.
And I will never come back again. After I die – that’s it. The clock is ticking, and when time runs out, from my personal and limited perspective, the entire universe will end – as I will end.
However, I am not writing this purely to be depressing. I don’t want to throw others deep into the pits of this despair, although inevitably this post may cause that for some. But rather, this is my rationalization of the situation – along with how, indeed, there may actually be some hope, however slim.
In my previous post, I made this list of programming-oriented text editors I wanted to take a good look at:
- PyCharm (Community Edition)
- Visual Studio Code
Since then, I’ve made a few minor additions:
- IntelliJ IDEA (Community Edition)
- Leo (maybe)
I’ve had a chance to take a look at a few of these. And while personal time constraints have reduced my ability to rate editors in the way I originally planned, I’ll at least provide what details and opinions I can.
So, without further ado…